My excuse to be on the computer from when I get home to when I go to sleep. Even though most of the time I never actually do my homework LOL.
October 2010
At least there’s always on demand.
Days where you’re all alone in an unfamiliar place crowded by unfamiliar people. The feeling of being just another person in a sea of humanity. Where all you hear is yourself and all you see is life pass you by. No distractions, just you and your thoughts.
Everyone just wants to get laid, and there’s always the one girl that will make it happen. LOL
i’ll tell her anyways, just when the time is right. i say let the best man win. so what have you been up to lately? other than tumbling all day lol :)
of course i like her, it’s choosing love over friendship and i don’t want to cockblock or anything, but i don’t want to be the loser either
awww…..you got it lol xD, let’s just say it’s an awkward, close friends love triangle if that makes any sense
lol…narrow it down, she sang today haha xD
you know who her is, take a guess you saw her today lol xD & i would tell her, just a complicated situation and spot i’m in right now
Maroon 5 - I Can’t Lie
I can’t lie you’re on my mind, stuck inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead.
I just die so much inside now that you’re not there
I wanna feel your heartbeat like yesterday.
She truly does. The simplest things she does changes my whole day and I love her for that. Only if she knew…
i’m alright, just have a lot of things I need to let go of. I’ve been sad many times, just never showed it. aww…I <3 you too!
I think I’ve finally reached the point where I can no longer hold onto my emotions. Each day gets tougher to wake up, pretend to be happy, and to face the world. The times when I’m alone; at home, on the bus, walking, anywhere, I feel like crying and breaking down.
I’ll be the first one to tell you that I hate being a burden to others. I don’t like venting or breaking down in front of others, even my best and closest friends. I don’t want people to worry about me, I don’t want them to waste their time on me.
But now I really just need to break this bottle of emotions and let it all go, somehow.