Honestly, I’m not happy at all. I try to be happy, but I can’t stand this feeling anymore. I smile, joke around, and laugh, but it’s all a sham. I don’t want to lie to myself anymore, but I don’t want to burden others with my problems. I feel like I’m failing everyone, my parents, my family, my friends, and myself. It feels like I always let these people down and that they hate me for it, I hate myself for it. I hate my life right now, I want to be happy. Now, is that so much to ask for?
fine bitch have it your way haha, i’m free monday to thursday next week and no flopping i promise :)
bitch please, i had that layout for a while haha. aww…i better be seeing you like everyday next week :)