I think I’ve finally reached the point where I can no longer hold onto my emotions. Each day gets tougher to wake up, pretend to be happy, and to face the world. The times when I’m alone; at home, on the bus, walking, anywhere, I feel like crying and breaking down.
I’ll be the first one to tell you that I hate being a burden to others. I don’t like venting or breaking down in front of others, even my best and closest friends. I don’t want people to worry about me, I don’t want them to waste their time on me.
But now I really just need to break this bottle of emotions and let it all go, somehow.
1. Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are 2. B.O.B. feat. Bruno Mars - Nothing On You 3. Gnarls Barkley - Crazy 4. Britney Spears - Hit Me, Baby, One More Time 5. Jason Derulo - In My Head 6. Justin Timberlake - My Love 7. Lady Gaga - Just Dance 8. Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love 9. Ne-Yo - So Sick 10. Michael Jackson - Black Or White 11. Snoop Dogg - Sexual Eruption 12. Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger 13. Taylor Swift - Fifteen 14. Taylor Swift - Fearless 15. Savage Garden - The Animal Song 16. Snoop Dogg feat. Justin Timberlake - Signs
The person you fall in love with is always the person you least expect. You see there’s this girl and I never really thought much of her. We first met about two years ago and at that time I sort of found her annoying and stuck-up. I never thought that we would ever get along as well as we do now. We’re pretty good friends now and then I got the “feeling”. You know when you feel your heart race and coyness sets in. I never thought it would get to this, but it has. However, one person comes between me and her, another one of my close friends, who likes her too.
And that’s how it is now. I’m torn and confused and hope that if I follow my heart everything will be alright.
Just went driving with my dad, my second time driving in my whole life. My dad freaked out when I did a “California stop” aka a “rolling stop” at an intersection with one of those cameras. Hope we don’t get a ticket, thats like $500. Hey, my cousins in California said it was alright.